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White lies?
20:25
Is it good to tell your girlfriend or boyfriend a white lies? Well, it's depend on what situation, is it right or wrong. For now, I... But... I don't know whether is it right or wrong. Why do you have to lie to me in the first place whereby you own self disliked people to lie especially you don't like your own girlfriend to lie? Really got stunned and got surprised when you told me that you're not. (Won't go any further details) I don't know what's my reaction going to be after you told me. Sad? Happy? Angry? Nah, I don't know. What I feel is, stunned and surprised.
| 2012.05.07 Monday | - | comments(0) |

Holidays Mood
19:07
No Monday Blue for this week. The reason is because, there are two public holiday in a week. I know it's pretty lame, but still loving in it to the max. Yesterday, went to meet up with Ling and Mui. To my surprise, they've resigned and I only knew it on Tuesday. Random surprise from them! Especially when they told me that they're not coming back to Singapore anymore. That's pretty sad and again, really got me into stunned! Had our dinner at Tanjong Pagar at CPF building. Ate sushi! Didn't ate that much last night. After had our dinner, we headed back home. Reached home roughly 9pm, I supposed. What a bad Friday for me today. Why do I said that? First, the customer of my dad was really demanding to the max end up caused me get scolding from my dad. Thanks to him. Don't know why these people are freaking unreasonable and demanding! Can't stand it! Argh. Super pissed off today. Tomorrow will be meeting my godma to celebrate Mothers' Day in advance. Next Sunday going to spend time with my mummy.
| 2012.05.04 Friday | - | comments(0) |

TGIF
09:15
The last time that I logged on was on 6th April. Been 21 days didn't update. Lately was fatigue and lazy to on my lappy the moment I reached home. Slept pretty early lately. Tired to the max.
A few weeks, I've been thinking plenty of things in my mind and running across in my mind too. Everything has changed including humans. Completely differently and no longer used to be the same anymore. No one can changed the facts either.
Oh yah, last two days, I received my Strategic Costing Analysis result. In the first place, I thought I'd definitely will flunked it. But.. to my surprise, I passed my Strategic Costing Analysis! Finally. Now I'm left with my Psychology. No matter what, I must pass this though, I really hate it to the core.
But... Today won't be touching my Psychology. Cause brought my laptop to work for my submitting GST to IRAS. But then... I'm done with it. Tomorrow study! Heh.
Now I'm downloading Hong Kong drama from funshion. Man, I'm so addicted to it. And even searching for the latest drama. =x
Nothing much to say now.
Tata~
| 2012.04.27 Friday | - | comments(0) |

Good Friday~
15:01
Today is Good Friday, and also public holidays! Love public holidays to the max.
Yesterday went to see my grandma after work. The water in her hand was slowly gone. But still, talking about the past. No longer present. Anyway, so long she's happy! After seen my grandma, my dad sent me to downtown east to meet up with Jing Yuan. Had our dinner at Hong Kong Cafe. We talked a lot during the dinner especially we talking about the Bangkok trip. She went also!
After dinner, she accompanied till the traffic light near the kopitiam and we separated our ways. Then I called Sue to chat while on the way back home. She went back last night.
Nothing to much for today! Quite boring! So I downloaded my drama and even do some converter to mp4 to my Iphone. Since I got nothing to do right now. Pretty bored to the max.
Supposed to meet my friend, Raymond (also Sue's property agent which I recommend him to her) tomorrow. But.. I'm going to my grandma's house for dinner! So meet him on Sunday instead!
Sleepy~~~~ Bored~~~~
| 2012.04.06 Friday | - | comments(0) |

忍不住原谅
21:43
Lately, I have no ideas why do I have a feeling that asking me to forgive him whereby I really can't at all. Forgive a person who hurt you badly is really tough. Tough to the max. But.. the moment I recalled the memories with him and those stuffs he said to me, it's really hard to forgive him no matter how I tried. There's no way that I'll forgive him. This is the worst feeling I ever had in my life.
To others, forgive and forget. But for me, sorry. I can't. I totally can't forgive and forget the hurt that what he brought to me. I'll never forgive this person. Never. Yes, I really hate him to the max for what he did to me. This entire life, I will remembered deep in my heart. You may think that I only remembered those hatred, all these credited to him and thanks to him either.
Wanted to forgive after awhile, I don't want to forgive. Dilemma, I really don't know what should I do. Can anyone tell me, please?
| 2012.03.29 Thursday | - | comments(0) |

Times flies...
21:01
March going to end very soon. Times flies pretty fast. Going to 9 months that he left me. Sometimes, I miss him still. I didn't tell anyone that I still miss him not even my godma. Though it's pretty hurt when I can't even let him know that I miss him. I know I'm being naive enough. I'm trying very hard not to think about him, but when I past by the road or places that we went together, it's remind me of him and even though how I wish he'll be my side. But in reality, it isn't at all. Whenever think of him, I can feel the sharp pain deep in my heart. Is like someone taking knife stabbing on your heart repeatedly. I shouldn't be carry on like this anymore but I can't help it. I even though that he will get out of my mind after I'm back from Bangkok. But seemed it doesn't at all. Till now, he still remind in my heart no matter how hard I tried to forget about him.
Yesterday, met up with Sue and Hui Min at Eunos platform after work. We took train headed down to Orchard. By right, I can just wait for Sue at Orchard, but she scared that she might lost her way. So I suggested meet at Eunos and we went together. Had lots of laughter and chats with them. Had our lunch at Ion at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe. After had our lunch, Hui Min went to look for her boyfriend while Sue and I went for shopping. Planning to get myself Burberry bag but then, I didn't get. Too broke after I'm back from Bangkok Trip. So Sue can the burberry bag in the end. The bag that she bought was the last piece and will exist in Singapore. How lucky she can be! Good for her. Else, her "pig" going to laugh at her.
Today I was very tired but woke up pretty early. Around 7 plus? Went to highlight my hair before meeting my cousin at Orchard. The color that I highlight was copper red. Highlight for 2 hours! Ha, after that heading down to Orchard. I know Orchard can be my third home sooner or later. Just went yesterday and went back there again today. Before having our lunch, we went to shaw to buy our tickets, "Hunger Game" at 2.40pm. My cousin and I was craving for sushi!!! Gosh! So planning to have Itchiban Sushi. But don't have. End up we have Sushi Tei at Paragon instead. Finally! So satisfied with our cravings! Heh. After which, went to catch our movie. This movie was really nice! Thumb up. Went and do a little of shopping with her before heading back home. But nothing caught in her eyes so we decided to head back home. When I reached Pasir Ris, I called my dad if they need anything from White Sands, but who knows that they're having dinner at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe! Two days having meals at Xin Wang but different locations! Is really really full till too lazy to walk!
Tomorrow after work going to see my grandma with daddy! Yay, I'm downloading the Hong Kong drama (the latest one) - On Call 36 hours! Heh~
Shall stop here le.
| 2012.03.25 Sunday | - | comments(0) |

Bangkok Trip..
19:55
Back from my Bangkok trip with my godma. Lately, lots of things happened before and after back from Bangkok.
12 March - Monday
Went to Tampines Mall to changed money to Thai Baht. I couldn't find any money exchanger. After I asked one of the retails store where the location of money exchanger is around this area. So finally, I found one!
13 March - Tuesday
Am planning to pack my stuffs tomorrow. Since I got nothing to do, so start to pack my stuffs earlier. Who knows when my dad came back from my grandma's house, was being told that, my grandma have to admit into hospital but she refused to go. She was complaining that the doctors and nurses over there made her very pain. When I heard it, my heart felt aching. So my dad also asked me to pack my stuffs now instead of tomorrow as tomorrow going to see my grandma.
14 March - Wednesday
My grandpa called my dad that my grandma is in hospital now. So after work, had our dinner before heading down to hospital (Tan Tock Seng) to visit my grandma. It only allowed four people in the ward. So troublesome. I wanted to stay and accompany my grandma but... unable to. The nurses were doing some blood transfusion for her as her blood count was pretty low. So have to go downstairs and let my uncles they all to come up. Reached home around 9 plus. And even double check my stuffs.
15 March - Thursday
Woke up pretty early around 4.40am. Washed up and pack all my barangs into my bag. My dad sent me off to airport before he goes to work. Thank you, daddy! 8plus check in and my godma and I went to walked around. 9.40am is our flight and reached there about 12.05pm. One hour earlier in Bangkok to Singapore. Went to Mac to have a drink as we are able to check in our room at 2pm. This is the first time had a cup of coffee float. It's random to see coffee float in Bangkok whereas Singapore do not have it. Once I took a few sips of coffee float, I'm so addicted to it. Gosh! Freaking nice! Although I don't like to drink coffee. But.. Is really nice. After that, we've been walking around and shop around. Nothing caught in my eyes. After which, is dinner time. Had our dinner near our hotel there. We ordered steam lime fish, veggie. Gosh. I'm simply love it to the max. Sour cum spicy. After that, headed back to hotel and rest.
16 March - Friday
Woke up around 7am. Then get ourselves prepared as we're having breakfast with my godma's friend, Boom. She lived in Bangkok. First time met her. After had our breakfast, we went to buy something before she headed back to office. Oh yah, I bought a dress from there. Is really cheap over there, I should say. Finally, I bought something! More coming up! After that we headed back to hotel to put our things. And we out from hotel again. Ha! Went to MBK Centre. Bought lots of things over there. And had our lunch at Fuji Restaurant. Simply love their foods over there! Heh. Till around in the late evening headed back to hotel. Had strawberry breezer! This is the first time and best drink I ever had. Only it's available in Bangkok. Singapore doesn't sell. We also bought BBQ chicken and sticky rice. Damn nice to the max. Their chili is spicy enough. Thumb up! The television was very boring! Nothing to watch. Thank God there's a FREE wifi, else we going to get bored to the max.
17 March - Saturday
Went to wet market with my godma. Gosh, the weather is killing and damn hot! Melting. Hmm... I don't really like it because it's really hot and was sweating like running tap water. Lots of people! After which, we went to MBK Centre again. Heh. Shopping time. Till 6.15pm we went to meet her friend. She came and picked us up. Had our dinner before going to drink cum club. Their club was totally different from Singapore St.James. I liked their live bands. Simply love it. Headed back hotel, we are totally knock out.
18 March - Sunday
Can't believe that the last day in Bangkok was over. Don't want to go back to Singapore. Oh ya, within four days, we drank 3 cups of coffee float!! Ha. We checked out early and headed to airport. After check in our luggage, had our breakfast and slacking while waiting for our flight. Reached Singapore around 4pm. And it's raining quite heavily! Ha. Took cab back home
19 March - Monday
Having jet lag. Gosh! After work, went to meet up with Jing at Tampines Mall. Had our dinner at Bali Thai. Guess, after this, I'm going to stop eating Thai foods! Lots of chats over dinner. Reached home around 8plus. Then I quickly uploaded my Bangkok trip photos to facebook. When I reached home, no one was at home. When my parent were back from hospital, my dad told me that look like my grandma wasn't in good sign. I totally stunned.
Today also his birthday. Wanted to wish him, but I didn't at all. But still, I will wish him in here. "Happy Birthday, ET". He won't be seeing this also. So long he's happy with his life, I'm contented.
20 March - Tuesday
After work, went to meet up with my friend at Plaza Singapura and watch a movie before heading back home. Reached home around 10pm. Knocked off after that.
21 March - Wednesday
Today is the sad day I ever had. Didn't see my grandma for a week after back from Bangkok. Everything has changed. Is worst I should say. My grandma can't recognize me anymore!!! </3 She can't even remember my name, including my dad. I want my previous grandma that very healthy and able to walk around. Now, the things she speaks, we don't understand. Totally different from last Wednesday! She can't recognize everyone include the maid. When I saw her hand full with water in it and her hand was black, felt heart aching. She used to cook my favourite food or soup, accompany her to go market in the morning whenever I stay over at her place, and even sleep together with my grandma when I'm young, and will tied my hair into plaits nicely. I really miss those days and miss her cooking. :(
| 2012.03.21 Wednesday | - | comments(0) |

No Subject
10:18
There's something which I really don't understand in life. First of all, is work. I really don't understand why is there such a person can be very rude or no manner and directly hang up your call after telling that person that the other party is busy or whatsoever. And some people who's older than me can be more bitchy as what I really thought of. Else, the caller will talk damn fast which you totally catch no balls what the hell is he talking. Why have to talk so fast machiam you rushing to somewhere else or wherever is it. Last few weeks was pretty pissed off with those callers.
One of the callers called and was looking for my dad actually so she asked me to give her my dad's number then she will call personally. So I gave it to her. Less than 5 mins, she called me and gave me that freaking tone (unhappy). She said "Eh.. you give me the number, he never pick up ley.." and she directly hang up after I said he's busy. For goodness sake, she don't even use her brain to think at all? Never pick up means busy with something la. Don't tell me that this kind of common sense she don't know at all. She's really damn bitch! Still call me and tell me for what?! Another callers, he was asking me something and wanted to ask him what's the quantity he needed. And he gave me the freaking answer and the tone sound like annoying! Hello! When you buy something from someone else, people need to ask you what's the quantity you need what?! And there's no reason you answered "Can you stop ask how many quantity I want? (with annoying tone)" to someone! What if the person left 5 quantity and you need 10?! Really damn craps! Seriously freaking pissed off! If you're in bad mood, don't ever vent your bloody anger onto your supplier or customer! People say "Customer is forever right.." Ya right, my foot! Not always customer is forever right. Some can be very unreasonable, no manners, rude and can be even be more bitchy than what you really think of.
Secondly, will be relationship. Yesterday, I was watching the drama series (Taiwanese). There's a part of scene is about a guy stepped into two boats at the mean time. His current girlfriend was expecting and about to get married, but at this moment, this guy are able to afford to have another girlfriend behind the current girlfriend's back. And he don't even dare to tell his current girlfriend that he still have another girlfriend! And another girlfriend even wants him to break up with his current fiancee. How cruel can it be! If he don't break up with his current fiancee, she (another girlfriend) will break with him immediately. This scene is quite similar like mine (WITHOUT THE EXPECTING). I really don't understand why guys have to stepped into two boats. Why still want to look for another girlfriend since you already have one? Third party is freaking bitchy and snatched another girl's boyfriend away. And it's remind me of how he did to me. When you know they're together, why still being so cruel and break them up?!?!?! I hate third party!!!!! *No offense*
| 2012.03.12 Monday | - | comments(0) |

Everything has over...
08:12
Everything has over.
Lately, having insomnia for the past few weeks. Didn't sleep well, and I think I only slept for 4 hours or even less than that. On the last lecture, I asked Jing how come she was so fast today? Maybe I too tired and that's the reason why I walked pretty slow. As if, my energy has been used up finished. Jing told me that I looked very shagged, tired and stressed. Yes, I am.
Last Saturday was my final exam, which I can't really afford to fail. I won't mentioned too much about my exam in here. All I can do is, pray hard I'll pass! That's the only thing that I really wished for. End of this month, my psychology examination result will be out, I think. Gosh, another sleepless night before that. :x After exam, had my late dinner with Jing at Somerset 313 @ Curry Coco house. Pretty nice. Should go try, is at the basement. After that headed back home. The moment I reached home, straight to bed and sleep after washed up.
Yesterday, I got to dragged myself out from bed. Cause I'm meeting my godma at Cityhall at 11am. But I reached there around 11.15am instead. Went to IT Fair at Suntec Convention Centre. Is crowded! Bought myself two touch pens and thumbdrive for Sue which she requested! Going to pass it to her after I'm back from Bangkok trip. Had our brunch at Swenson at Suntec City. Around 2plus, headed back home.
 Touch pens that I bought it from IT fair
Brunch at swenson at suntec city
Can't believed that still left 3 more days to Bangkok! Times flies pretty fast! This Thursday going to fly off in the morning. Heh. Daddy said that he going to send me off to airport on this Thursday before he goes to work. Heh. Thank you daddy! <3
Am so bored. Nothing to do now.
| 2012.03.12 Monday | - | comments(0) |

Quiz..
08:06
The day before, I dreamt of him and woke up with my tears flowing out from my eyes. I know I've to stop everything but I can't help it. No ideas why. Sigh.
Yesterday, I'm planning to wear lens to school but my eyes were too puffy so decided to wear spects to school instead. I nearly overslept and late for my class. But I didn't late and supposed to meet Jing but she was at Mac at Somerset at 8.15am. Gosh! Freaking early. At that time, I still washing myself up. My lecturer, Ms Ong having dry cough when I told her that her voice freaking sexy. Then I told her about mine and she got shocked that I took the wrong medicine that caused me lost my voice for three days. Completely. Glad to have this lecturer for this module. And that'll be my LAST module. Can't afford to flunk. As for psychology, I really have to pray hard either. Man! Had my quiz yesterday. Luckily, it's in opened book instead of closed book. Else, I'll definitely flunk it. Ha, now I only got to pray hard that I'll pass my quiz. Is part of my assignment mark and goes into my exam result.
After class, headed back home. Was tweeting with my friend, Raymond while on the way back home. Just nice, when I wanted to reach home, my dad called me and told me that he got me a bag and wait for him at the multi-carpark. So I went. He bought a pink luaggage for me! He said mummy and himself bought this for me. Ha, really a big surprised gift from my dearest parent. Thank you daddy and mummy. Simply love it.
Alrighty, I shall stop all my craps now. Going to work on my assignment now and going to print it out by TODAY.
Tata~
| 2012.03.05 Monday | - | comments(0) |
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