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| 2013.04.23 Tuesday | - | - |

Valentines' Day
07:20
Tomorrow is Valentines' Day. But sometimes, I was wondering what's so good about Valentines' Day? It's just a normal day to single people. And the day he did something wrong to me, which I really can't forgive him at all. This is the reason why I start to hate Valentines' Day for now.

Why must there a day called Valentines' Day? If two person really in love with each other, everyday will be Valentines' Day. Why must a person have to treat another party extremely good on this special day?

Alright, I'm not going to celebrate a single Valentines' Day from now. Else, it'll remind me of the incidents that he treated me. And I'm in process of numbing now. Going to heartless, cold-blooded person SOON. =x

Enough all my craps now. Getting to work on my assignment soon. Pretty hate it when it comes to referencing, and doing some research. Be frank, this psychology was really wasting my time. Should asked for appeal before start this lecture like what Ronald said. *Regret* Two more days to dead line. Feel so sleepy right now. I need my BED now.

| 2012.02.13 Monday | - | comments(0) |

TGIF
07:54
Was pretty fatigue to the max lately. Busy attending school, rushing assignment like a mad girl. What I can say is, overall the lecture was really dried to the max and it's more on theory part. Is really tough for me to open my eyes wide while attending this lecture. Gosh! Is part of my torture.

On Tuesday, I'm planning to go off half way through. But... I didn't went off. Stay throughout the whole lecture. Mind was drifted to somewhere else but is unknown place. Finally, the lecturer dismissed us at 9.30pm. Roughly about that timing. Oh yah, my godma booked air tickets for Bangkok. Everything was being confirmed. Will be away on 15 Mar till 18 Mar. Can't wait for the day to come! Let's countdown!

On Wednesday, Ronald came to school finally. Ha! Lately, I've been walking to school from Plaza Singapura to Somerset. Don't ask me why. Received whatsapp text from Ronald and had dinner together before heading to school. Had our dinner, Wanton Noodles somewhere near our school. Went to buy drinks at 7-11 so I asked him to help me to carry my file awhile. After done with buying, he passed back to me. Then I said help me to take la. Ha, then he really helped me to carry all the way to the class. Thanks uh, Ronald! We planning to go off during the break time. But this time, REALLY go off during the break time. The theory was too dried and makes me want to sleep. Ronald said that he'll be taking train with me. Ha, and he also staying at East side. So do I. He alighted first. Reached home around 9plus, I guess. And I saw daddy with his friend. Ha, I immediately called daddy to wait for me! Daddy's friend asked me "Eh.. You popped out from nowhere!" :¥

Yesterday, the lecture started at 6.30pm by right. But the lecturer chose to start the lecture at 7.30pm instead. Between 6.30pm to 7.30pm was the individual assignment clarifies. Realized that the timing was crawling very slow to the max. But... 9.30pm off we go! Yay~ Am planning to take cab back home, but... I didn't. Take train instead! Assignment was due on next Wednesday yet, I haven't start a single thing. Wait a minute, I shouldn't say haven't start a single thing. I only started the introduction part for 50 plus wordings. But lucky the lecturer said "900 to 1,100 words".

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This week going to be over soon. My mood have been freaking down since last two weeks! Just because what she told me and my mood was ruined by her. There's no reason for her to telling me all those things that I'm totally not related to him. Since I'm not related to him anymore, why my mood still freaking down?!?! What a joke. After Sunday (I guess), everything going to mark a real full stop. Our life between three of us going to changed after this week. After on that day itself, I realized that I didn't cry over him, but... Mood was really sux to the max. And one thing which i really hate it, when I'm alone, mind will appear your image. Especially when I'm dine alone. Don't know why so don't ask me why. Lately in Facebook, many of them posted about Valentines' Day. I'm wondering what's so good about Valentines' day? To me, I started to hate Valentines' Day from the day she told me everything.

And 今年犯太岁!!Everything doesn't go smooth and sux to the max!


| 2012.02.10 Friday | - | comments(0) |

Down down down
19:29
Last Saturday, had a short nap after work and before heading to my cousin's house, Jeffrey. Had a great conversation with my cousin they all. That's what I should really said. Turn in roughly 1plus in the morning.

Yesterday, I couldn't wake up. Actually, was telling my dad to wake me up at 7.45am in the morning as I still have my psychology lecture which starts at 10am. But.. he woke me up 7am. Or rather, I should say, he woke me up before 7am!! But, I didn't fully wake up at all. He had to wake me up more than 5 times then I'm fully awake. Don't really get used to wake up so early. But.. no choice, I've to. Tsk! Pretty tired. And was on the way to school, I fallen asleep in the train throughout the whole journey. Reached school before 9.45am. When I reached, no one was in the class. The lecture was pretty dried and it's makes me fallen asleep. But still... I endure throughout the morning session. Actually, I'm intend to go off during the break time, but I choose not to. So during lunch break, I went home. All my cousins, aunties, uncles, etc were at my house. Had an awesome Sunday with them. And also the last two days of Chinese New Year.

If you didn't end everything, this month will be our 2 years anniversary. But.. You choose to end it everything and not even give a single chance to both of us at all. Have been telling myself to let go everything, but... I still unable to do so. After this week, everything has changed I supposed. No.. I should say the day you left, things has changed completely to the max. But.. This time, I looked like I have to give up. But... I have no ideas why I feeling terrible after what she said to me. Especially this week will be the worst feeling I ever had in my entire life. I know nothing to do with me.. But the moment I think back the way he treated me, I felt pretty upset, disappointed in him, etc. Or I should hate him. Wanted to cry, but I couldn't at all. Is it because I'm almost numbed and can't feel anything sooner or later? Why must she tell me all these when I'm trying my best to get out of his life?!?! Now even makes my life even terrible. </3

| 2012.02.06 Monday | - | comments(0) |

Dead beat..
19:29
These past few days was really dead beat for me. Well, my lecture for psychology was started on Tuesday. But I didn't went and I skipped it. But then, I headed to school just to collect the book after which headed to Starbucks for self-study which was near to my school. Had my hot caramel chocolate. It's really nice! While doing some self-study, I did highlighted those point form (in other words, important key words). 8plus left and headed back home.

Wednesday, I decided to go school. Before that, went to buy some stationery. No inks for three pens due to dropping on the floor countless times. Tsk! Those pens were expensive! :( After which, headed to school. It was pretty awkward when I stepped into the class. Especially when the lecturer was staring at me. The staring was pretty scary. Luckily, I still able to whatsapp with Melvin else I'm bored to death to the max. Plus, Ronald was on the way at that point of time. First time being taught by her. Be frank, her teaching was pretty much details compared to my previous batch. Was being dragged to go along with Ronald during the break time. Went to Mac. Had our dinner (mine is nuggets, while his, double cheeseburger). 9 plus dismissed! Finally. Too lazy to wait for the bus to arrive so I decided to take cab back home.

Yesterday, before heading to school. Had my dinner at New York New York. And it brought backs the memories with him. Last time had dinner at New York New York, but now... Having dinner along at New York New York. I know I said till quite pathetic. Back to topic, anyway. Planning to go half way through, but I decided to stay throughout. Ronald went off half way as he got things on. So finally, she mentioned about the assignment topics. Man, time to crack my brain!!! HELP!

Now, I still cracking my brain to do my assignment. I've no ideas what am I supposed to do. Read through those theories was really important, and it might helps my assignment. Currently, I'm still reading through it. Now I'm thinking should I go library and borrow books or just simply surf net from there? Hur! Alrighty, next Monday shall go school and search for information! Meanwhile, I will be reading my current book and the previous batch slides notes.

| 2012.02.03 Friday | - | comments(0) |